N LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL - 7 TH JULY.
PRELIM - 10 TH AUGUST ONWARDS ( miss lee not confirm )
ART SUBMISSION - 29 JULY.
OH MY.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Hey you.
* Alyssha starts laughing * HAHAHA
Good Evening everyone!
Yesterday was the first day & I think it's great. I mean, who would want to focus in class on the first day right? Well surprisingly, most of the 4N2ers were focused! I like the environment.
As per normal, I couldn't sleep Sunday night. Toss and turn, flip and flop (?). I had no choice but to take Panadol cold that night. No choice. So the effects showed up & it makes it harder to sleep. Time checked- 3.20 am, I remembered vividly. I was sitting up right, sneezing the hell out of my system. The minute I lay down, I couldn't breathe. I don't know what happenend but I manage to JUST doze off. It was 5.10 am when that happened.
5.50 alarm went off.
TSSK, but I was so sexcited for school, I got up smiling. HAHA. Met dearest bestfriend & went to school. I stood at the gate area for awhile & laughed. Teachers were wearing masks. One was holding on the scanner thingy. Students packed, taking temperature. I mean the view on the steps was just funny. Righhhttt.
Went home with best friend and got changed for Art. & then reached home around 6ish.
Did homework & slacked. Managed to sleep that night!
BUT WOKE UP WITH A FLU THIS MORNING. Taik. Kau dang. Shit. Manure.
School's been great. I likeee. & Opps daddy, Sorry. Was in a rush so I took your lunchbox. I thought it was for me.
Mr Billy thought there's something going on between myself & YH because he saw us standing outside my classroom talking. Mr Billy came & disturbed. & YH said I'm hard to get. Righhhhht.
Mr Billy was just being Billy. Very Billy. -.-
Today's pretty draggy. A total of 4 periods of Maths. Heaven for Miss Lee, Hell for most of us.
Pulled through.
Went for Art again. Someone left without saying goodbye.
Okay, I'm tired. Sorry for this crappy update.
To sum up, SCHOOL'S FUN.
* Alyssha starts laughing * HAHAHA
Good Evening everyone!
Yesterday was the first day & I think it's great. I mean, who would want to focus in class on the first day right? Well surprisingly, most of the 4N2ers were focused! I like the environment.
As per normal, I couldn't sleep Sunday night. Toss and turn, flip and flop (?). I had no choice but to take Panadol cold that night. No choice. So the effects showed up & it makes it harder to sleep. Time checked- 3.20 am, I remembered vividly. I was sitting up right, sneezing the hell out of my system. The minute I lay down, I couldn't breathe. I don't know what happenend but I manage to JUST doze off. It was 5.10 am when that happened.
5.50 alarm went off.
TSSK, but I was so sexcited for school, I got up smiling. HAHA. Met dearest bestfriend & went to school. I stood at the gate area for awhile & laughed. Teachers were wearing masks. One was holding on the scanner thingy. Students packed, taking temperature. I mean the view on the steps was just funny. Righhhttt.
Went home with best friend and got changed for Art. & then reached home around 6ish.
Did homework & slacked. Managed to sleep that night!
BUT WOKE UP WITH A FLU THIS MORNING. Taik. Kau dang. Shit. Manure.
School's been great. I likeee. & Opps daddy, Sorry. Was in a rush so I took your lunchbox. I thought it was for me.
Mr Billy thought there's something going on between myself & YH because he saw us standing outside my classroom talking. Mr Billy came & disturbed. & YH said I'm hard to get. Righhhhht.
Mr Billy was just being Billy. Very Billy. -.-
Today's pretty draggy. A total of 4 periods of Maths. Heaven for Miss Lee, Hell for most of us.
Pulled through.
Went for Art again. Someone left without saying goodbye.
Okay, I'm tired. Sorry for this crappy update.
To sum up, SCHOOL'S FUN.
skola!
Monday, June 29, 2009
SEXCITED FOR SCHOOL!
I wanna wake up early so that I've got ample of time to get dress & dry my hair. I want both best friend and I to be early so that we can meet up with friends at Parade Square. HAHAHA. Yes, iRAHH IS very excited for school. Although the flu right now & the sitting arrangement is wearing me down. bleah.
I wanna use the toilet first! I can't let sister use it first! hahaha.
I forgot to tell maid to prepare what breakfast tomorrow! Shits.
So excited but I don't know if my school shoe is cleaned already or not.
Die or what?
I miss recess. I miss the food. I miss Boost! haha.
Righhht, I'm getting so excited which is making it so much harder for me to go to sleep now. I'm predicting that I'll wake up later than what I've planned. Oh well.
Mr cheng & Miss Ong ain't teaching us anymore.
HOW SAD CAN LIFE GET MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.
AND UNFAIR. serious bloody mother shit.
tsk.
& I don't need to stay up late for reasons anymore because I don't need to wake that YH up for prayers anymore. huho!
Okay. sexcited !
FRINGE CUT! WEEEE.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
SEXY PERTH!
& Mr Danial Arun, what the hell were you doing ?
Hella readers. How are you guys? Great? How's the homework marathon going? I hope so. Mannn, I should be doing mine right now. Ah, why bother. Procrastination. Righhhttt. So I woke up at around 3pm today which shocked me. I slept early! Well around 4 am. Nevermind. Maid my breakfast/lunch and had my shower for 1 lonng hour. HAH. FUN.
Here I am online, talking to my friends. I was shocked. Not happy shocked but wth shocked. hahahahhaha serious shit, I literally laughed out loud maaan! Great.
Yes, ARIF. The one I waited for, for 1 year 7 months.
I remembered how rarely he comes online and when he does, I was all scared,happy, estatic and everything. Mixture of feelings. And I wouldn't dare to talk to him. And he wouldn't start the conversation. And today, TODAY, just now, he chatted with me. To me ah, to me ah, KELAKAR NAK MAMPOS AH. Boleh tahan ah. Aper angin sia. Never mind.
Heho this guy! Downloading a song for me & said bye bye.My fault too, I forgot that I asked him to download. Tsk, I'm waiting for the flower bookmark you've promised! (: After this smile I asked for, he made a whole lot of funny faces. One after another. Funny & cute!
Homework? Later. I'm busy ink testing, changing pencil case. And I'm thinking whether I should still put Patrick at my pencil case. I mean, he's getting skinnier thanks to my friends with itchy hands, making a hole and make the snow beads come out. And I've been using Patrick to dry the water rings on my table from the bottle drinks I buy. Heh.
I think my pasts are all coming back, suddenly. Not coming back to me but suddenly talks to me. There's A, S, H who had a crush on me. Kay la, I welcome you all with open arms.
School's tomorrow! Wow, I'm going back to school with black hair! Except for the bottom part since last summer. No more of " Amirah, go RTC now, cannot accept this hair. tsk tsk "
N, work hard for O's okaay? I just happened to read thru my inbox and read all your messages to me. All I did was just smile. How hurtful some were, I just smiled.
aAAH, life life.
The new!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
So that's the actual layout I got from Blogskins. It's pretty just like that but I think I need something more vibrant and more happy in some sense. So I decided to edit it. It seems easy but this one ain't easy. The codes seems like alien to me for the first time. Worked on this since afternoon using my sister's pc & the laptop. Pc's great but more stuff is in the laptop so, I switched. Which means Redo because I forgotten to save it. -.-
Happy skin needs happy song or rather fast beat songs right? Yes, there you have it. I'm still gonna listen to Isa's originals and covers okaay. Big fan! hahaha, not again. I actually wanted to still put up Isa's videos but this layout doesn't seem to have the space for my stuff. No choice.
I had a dream yesterday night. Maybe I shouldn't sleep with your sweater in my hands anymore. Although it really put me to sleep easily, I should just keep it aside because it reminds me of you. The dream, you hugging me, kissing me on the forehead and saying ' don't do this to me ever again ' really bothers me. I don't know what this dream is trying to tell me.
So I woke up around 3 pm today. I wonder why. I slept earlier than any other late nights I had. Helped my sister to do some baking & watched friends before turning in at around 4.30 am. In the morning, heard a commotion in the living room. Ah, irritating. Managed to fall back to sleep and woken up by Apin. Bored!
I think my maid hates me. I think she wants to kill me slowly. Slow death people! what the hell. Okay no lah. She knows how I love my soup to be a little bit more salty than the usual but this macaroni soup she prepared doesn't taste like soup. It taste like salt, just salt. & before the soup, she fried potatoes for me & I like it with a little salt. There again, TOO MUCH SALT.
Nak yaya mati per kak? tsk.
School's reopening. I miss wearing uniform. LOL.
Blog hopped and I came across this ambitious blogger who lives in his/her own world, I assume.
And if you happened to drop by half alive like I did at your page, continue reading this alright?
I suggest you do read Minahspeak's livejournal. Don't ask me why. Oh Minahspeak, I love your entries alright. Just suggesting to an author who doesn't seem to realised. Thankyou.
Anyhoo,
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BESTFRIEND! MAY YOU LOVE ME MORE.
okay what the hell.
Will update more later.
& yes alyssha, i loooooooooove isa. hahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha.
hey he's good alright. right? (:
And if you happened to drop by half alive like I did at your page, continue reading this alright?
I suggest you do read Minahspeak's livejournal. Don't ask me why. Oh Minahspeak, I love your entries alright. Just suggesting to an author who doesn't seem to realised. Thankyou.
Anyhoo,
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BESTFRIEND! MAY YOU LOVE ME MORE.
okay what the hell.
Will update more later.
& yes alyssha, i loooooooooove isa. hahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha.
hey he's good alright. right? (:
long.
Friday, June 26, 2009
You know, I'm feeling oh so bouncy, oh so lively baby. The skies are oh so rainy now it's bright and sunny. Because of you I started to sing song that goes, sha da da da da da~. Okay, I'm sorry I got too carried away with it. My bad, my bad. Well about and hour ago, I was lying down with the laptop on my tummy, watching Friends, again. Yes, big fan. Just felt that I need to watch Friends, maybe to make myself happier than what I was feeling before. So yeah. & btw, sorry Hasan for not replying! I thought messaged was sent! But nope. I'm dead. Shall stay up till 5 ish to wake him up for prayers! as usual (:
Anyway after Friends-ing, decided to get back to Shacky so we chatted for awhile before the oh so lovable like.a.brother.to.me went offline without telling and I was happily typing out stuff & yes, I was talking alone.
So I decided to go into Facebook. Besides uhm, doing those suck-up quizes that comes with pretty much annoying answers, I went into some friend's profiles and wow, I was laughing hysterically. Okay, I might be exaggerating. I repeat, I might. Well not much information or rather 'clues' of what made me laugh so hard but the fact that the latest disease yet not so discovered by most teenagers nowadays is the disease called 'self-proclaimed'. I'm telling ya, it's a disease which even H1N1 lost to it. Ohmyyyyyyy.
I'm sorry but I could not stand any longer with this thing. I mean not with this person, well maybe but I've realised it's everywhere. I guess kids finds it cool to label themselves. Kerchique. Hot momma? ( Random names that pop ups, okay) I don't know. Tell me about it alright? Yeah.
Definition: Self-proclaimed is used to show that someone has given themselves a particular title or status rather than being given it by other people.
I'm human and I won't stop myself from saying all these. Just something I wonder and you know, feel like there's a need to say such things. Sorry if this might have hit you right at your face or at least, pinched you somewhere.
Another thing, " Dunie nak kiamat ". Best friend should understand this right? Righto!
Might be wondering what the holy mother of Susan I'm talking about here. HAHA, I'm sorry but I'm just letting out stuff.
Enough of this. ~~~~
About few days ago, one of my past started a conversation with me, on MSN. Well it's always him who will nudge and ask my well-being and update him a little here and there. At least he's still talking to me and made things very normal for us. Thank you S. So anyhoo, he asked me why didn't I turned up at this World Cup finals. There, I stopped for awhile and really think whether he did asked me to go and watch him play. After awhile, it's him who didn't tell me about it.
" EH WHY YOU NEVER COME TO MY WORLD CUP FINALS AH?! "
" How I know I must come? You also never tell me to come whaat "
" Oh is it? I thought I did asked you. hehe. Eh, it's on the papers whaaaat. tak bace surat khabar per? "
How clever to get back. Still the same S I knew.
" kk, next time I come la okaaay. "
" What next time, it's over already. No more world cup already. haha "
Such a pity.
& he loves to asked everything about me but when it comes to my turn, he would not answer.
So N, how long does it gonna take for you to treat me like normal again?
All righty roo, few more hour to 5 ish. Shall stay on to read up minahspeak.lj
I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *smiles
Thursday, June 25, 2009
SEE, IT'S CLOSE TO 7 AM & I'm still here sitting in the living room.
Plus, I am still wide awake right now. Wide awake. wide.
I need some help. This can't be ignored.
Plus, I am still wide awake right now. Wide awake. wide.
I need some help. This can't be ignored.
you
( yes yes, click to enlarge. Just read the ones in pink, which is my part. That's the main point of uploading this. haha )
I vividly remember that Sunday. How he texted me around 5 am ( I think he got up for his prayers ) saying do confirm with him if I can meet up. I woke up real late and when I do, I saw messages from him. So okay, I went online and he wasn't. Then he came online and yes, he was the one who really wanted to meet me. So why not, I was hungry anyway. Went out to get some food for brother and I.
Then we walked. We stood still half way, not knowing where to go. He asked me, I said I don't know where to can sit sit. Then he said ' you stay around here, you don't know.* roll eyes*'. Then we just started walking and he told me about his story that time when he played soccer and stuff. Alot of vulgarities but man, it was hilarious. I was so shy to laugh out loud.
I decided on a place to sit. More stories told. The more I got to know him. The more painful it is now. The way I look at him, the way he asked me. The way I denied that I was looking at him. The way he gave in.
And now, he's not even talking to me. He don't even want to when he was the one who started everything. He was the one who asked for number. He was the one who sms-ed me first, all the time.
He's a piece of shit now. Heartless. Liar.
Oh god, make him realise. Answer all my prayers I've said every night.
It's 5 am right now. Telling you, WIDEEEE AWAKE. Even talking to Shaykh through MSN call. Ah, he knows the actual reason why I can't go to sleep.
You know the words, so sing along for me baby
Look at those photos above. I mean, wow. How much I missed Perth Trip with the band. We had alot of fun and we get to see how's Perth like within that short trip and was busy with music & the performance together with Carine High, I still do keep the memories with me. How nice if I could escape and go there again. Independence. I just love the life there.
Well of course besides Australia, my dream is to go to US side. New york, be in Manhattan where F.R.I.E.N.D.S happened and stuff. Or maybe to the Europe side. Wow. Too ambitious I know. Kay la, go KL also can la. hahaha.
Was sleeping still at noon when Miss Lee called me. Didn't want to answer and fought awhile with my sister for forcing me to get up when she herself still sleeping like one.. sister ( cannot be rude! ). So I answered and went back to sleep till 3pm. Hang around cause my aunt came. Fall around 5ish while waiting for my cousin to pass me the PSP! my turn lor. Woke up at 8pm and yeah, I'm here! (:
I talked things into myself last night. I swore to myself about this Naser thingy. About love and bleah bleah bleah. Well, I smiled. I mean, wow. I'm doing great actually. I don't want this to bother my studies which I know it will. So, I'm trying hard to put it aside before school start! I wanna go to school all smiling and you know, high five with my friends when I reach the Parade Square and live my life. Not forgetting to stay focus in class which reminds me of the new sitting arrangement. GURRRH. Never mind.
So what I might feel a little bit sad and heart broken at times. I still want to live my life. Man, I know what I'm gonna do. I think. HAHAHA. But the great thing now is, I'm not crying an ocean out already. The tap's thight right now. Lol. Great. But Jumalia! Still must treat hor! Yusuf Hasan! You won't be reading this but ah I don't care, you said it. CADBURY Boost & Red Bull blue! maaan, I love this treats. Syg you all.
BA-SHA!, that's what I told myself everytime. and what? Huaiting ah? I dont know ah korean. That reminds me, I'm at the third disc of Biscuit Teacher & Star Candy! Yes ah.
Heartless turns sixteen today. bleah.
Happy 52th Birthday Abah! Thank you for topping up my prepaid when you were having some financial problems. I mean you understand that I can't sms and all. So thanks. But turns out, my friend ah, he kurang ajar with me ah, then we tak sms already. If I know, I wouldn't have asked you to top up for me. Sorry eh. teehees.
Good day! (:
Good day! (:
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Spelling out ABC counting 123 singing DOREMI, feeling so damn happy.-
not.
Isn't that song great? Well I think it's really great. I'm a fan what! I'll pray hard that the Music Industry sees the talent Monkayegileisa has and boom! Stand out! Which, you already have. Jiayou Isa! (:
So I went to bed 6 in the morning again. It's been awhile since I had a nice good sleep, nothing to worry and think much about. Because now, I'm always forcing myself to sleep, telling myself 'Irah, put all those worries, heartaches & pain aside. You'll get back to it the next morning'. Yes, that, to make myself feel better & get myself some sleep. But that did not end there. I woke up every afternoon feeling ever so shitty. Feeling so lost and useless. I don't know what's up with me. But I guess that the fact that I only spent less than a week with N but he left so many memories just hit me right at my face and I can't simply move on. I know I'm being unfair towards Khalis. That, I'm not ready to face yet cause This is still hurting me, badly.
Well the song playing, the lyrics, really suits don't you think so? People like Naddy and Alyssha, they said things like ' Irah, change your songs! Listen to Happy songs! See! Like me! I listen to happy songs and I'm happy. ' I know girls and boys, I knowwwww. But I just can't.
Irah bodoh. ya. Jantan dah mcm gitu dgn kau, kau masih nak melekat cam gini. Say whatever you want. go go.
On my pretty pink flowery & polka dot note,
I'm glad that I've covered up 7 episodes of Biscuit Teacher & Star Candy! Well I have more to go. Shall keep myself occupied with it. Hoping Faa or Fiah bby will lend me BOF, eh? Yeah.
not.
Isn't that song great? Well I think it's really great. I'm a fan what! I'll pray hard that the Music Industry sees the talent Monkayegileisa has and boom! Stand out! Which, you already have. Jiayou Isa! (:
So I went to bed 6 in the morning again. It's been awhile since I had a nice good sleep, nothing to worry and think much about. Because now, I'm always forcing myself to sleep, telling myself 'Irah, put all those worries, heartaches & pain aside. You'll get back to it the next morning'. Yes, that, to make myself feel better & get myself some sleep. But that did not end there. I woke up every afternoon feeling ever so shitty. Feeling so lost and useless. I don't know what's up with me. But I guess that the fact that I only spent less than a week with N but he left so many memories just hit me right at my face and I can't simply move on. I know I'm being unfair towards Khalis. That, I'm not ready to face yet cause This is still hurting me, badly.
Well the song playing, the lyrics, really suits don't you think so? People like Naddy and Alyssha, they said things like ' Irah, change your songs! Listen to Happy songs! See! Like me! I listen to happy songs and I'm happy. ' I know girls and boys, I knowwwww. But I just can't.
Irah bodoh. ya. Jantan dah mcm gitu dgn kau, kau masih nak melekat cam gini. Say whatever you want. go go.
On my pretty pink flowery & polka dot note,
I'm glad that I've covered up 7 episodes of Biscuit Teacher & Star Candy! Well I have more to go. Shall keep myself occupied with it. Hoping Faa or Fiah bby will lend me BOF, eh? Yeah.
yes, im happy.
Monday, June 22, 2009
That's the youtube person I've been watching and singing his songs. Memorised most of it not because I'm a freak and force myself to but because I love his songs and all of it are already stucked in my head. Man, if only i get to meet him! Fat hope irah! well, messaging is enough I guess. weee~ Nice song la! I'm a big fan, big fan.
GO ISA! HAHA.
I gave up korean for this! LOL wth irah. Well as long as I make myself happy and cheered up right? Yes, anything to make me happy.
He blocked me. Fired up for awhile but settled down. Isap ah.
Thanks Museey for this. Now I'm hooked to Lady GAGAP. * NADDY AH NIE. okay, both gonna kill me.
I love
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Ku ingin kau tahu yang ku kesahkan dirimu
Tapi kau hanya
Berjeling padaku
Ku asyik bertanya mengapa kau begitu
Terhadap diriku
Ku tak sanggup
Tiada
Sesiapa yang boleh
Mencintaiku sepertimu
Susah payah
Ku menyayangimu
Tapi kau hanya
Tinggalkanku
Dalam pilu
Ku lihat kau tertawa
Dari jauh
Kau sungguh bahagia
Tanpa diriku
Ku rasa ku telah
Membuang masa untuk
Mendapatkan mu
Sebagai kasihku
Tiada
Sesiapa yang boleh
Mencintaiku sepertimu
Susah payah
Ku menyayangimu
Tapi kau hanya
Tinggalkanku
Dalam pilu
-
The feelings attacked me back. Again. I was fine and was having fun watching Isa's videos. Suddenly, I felt the attacked. This may sound so drama mama but.. my heart aches. I could feel it. Seriously. Wow.
It's 4 am now. And I find it scary to cry. I'm scared if I were to attract momok. Ish, I switched on the red heart shape light from Ikea. Makes the ambiance scarier rightt? Yeah. Also, it puts me in sucha heart pain kind of feeling. I don't know. everything seems too sad.
Happy fathers' day.
Grandma is sucha sweet person, to think of it. I think she's the head planner for today's Fathers' Day celebration! Which I somehow don't look forward to. I'll be blocks away from N.
Die.
Tapi kau hanya
Berjeling padaku
Ku asyik bertanya mengapa kau begitu
Terhadap diriku
Ku tak sanggup
Tiada
Sesiapa yang boleh
Mencintaiku sepertimu
Susah payah
Ku menyayangimu
Tapi kau hanya
Tinggalkanku
Dalam pilu
Ku lihat kau tertawa
Dari jauh
Kau sungguh bahagia
Tanpa diriku
Ku rasa ku telah
Membuang masa untuk
Mendapatkan mu
Sebagai kasihku
Tiada
Sesiapa yang boleh
Mencintaiku sepertimu
Susah payah
Ku menyayangimu
Tapi kau hanya
Tinggalkanku
Dalam pilu
-
The feelings attacked me back. Again. I was fine and was having fun watching Isa's videos. Suddenly, I felt the attacked. This may sound so drama mama but.. my heart aches. I could feel it. Seriously. Wow.
It's 4 am now. And I find it scary to cry. I'm scared if I were to attract momok. Ish, I switched on the red heart shape light from Ikea. Makes the ambiance scarier rightt? Yeah. Also, it puts me in sucha heart pain kind of feeling. I don't know. everything seems too sad.
Happy fathers' day.
Grandma is sucha sweet person, to think of it. I think she's the head planner for today's Fathers' Day celebration! Which I somehow don't look forward to. I'll be blocks away from N.
Die.
Just thought of sharing some future with you.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Saw the video below? Yeah, the song playing in here. Has been playing in my mind which leads to more tears. I don't know why I'm sucha drama mama recently. Oh well.
Thank you people for the attempt to cheer me up. Jumalia, keep your words hor! not like N. Blanja me mee susu and Oreo peppermint.
It was raining cats and dogs just now. I look out of my bedroom window and felt so, ugh. It was so tempting to just go down and cry in the rain, screaming my ass off. It'll feel good I bet. I hate playing in the rain but I'm fine crying/screaming in the rain. I just need a time and suitable place to cry out loud because all these while, I've been trying real hard to whole it back, real hard. Crying silently every single time.
Yes, I may sound very sympathetic but what to do? It's my blog and I'm letting it out. That's the main purpose of having a blog and to update right?
Well, I'm just awfully seriously deeply hurt. Thanked god mom scolded me and didn't notice the eyes. My oh my I'm dead if she realises.
Good day to everyone. Goodnight.
Text me anybody? :'(
Thank you people for the attempt to cheer me up. Jumalia, keep your words hor! not like N. Blanja me mee susu and Oreo peppermint.
It was raining cats and dogs just now. I look out of my bedroom window and felt so, ugh. It was so tempting to just go down and cry in the rain, screaming my ass off. It'll feel good I bet. I hate playing in the rain but I'm fine crying/screaming in the rain. I just need a time and suitable place to cry out loud because all these while, I've been trying real hard to whole it back, real hard. Crying silently every single time.
Yes, I may sound very sympathetic but what to do? It's my blog and I'm letting it out. That's the main purpose of having a blog and to update right?
Well, I'm just awfully seriously deeply hurt. Thanked god mom scolded me and didn't notice the eyes. My oh my I'm dead if she realises.
Good day to everyone. Goodnight.
Text me anybody? :'(
how could you? :'(
I screwed everything up. From a relationship, to 'another'. retribution even before shit happens, falling sick, swollen pair of eyes from excessive crying every day, to your own mother scolding you for going out, your own mistakes ( I know, but come on! I need some freedom. ), an then cursing you for touching the plugs and now, the computer's spoilt. So it's my hands bawak sial.
Aku tau ah aku bodoh, bengap, takder gune. Abeh?
Not helping me at all.
& great, Naser shares the same birthday as daddy.
There you go. I'm very tired, i tell you.
How could you. How could you. How could you.
Now, I'm afraid, very afraid.
Aku tau ah aku bodoh, bengap, takder gune. Abeh?
Not helping me at all.
& great, Naser shares the same birthday as daddy.
There you go. I'm very tired, i tell you.
How could you. How could you. How could you.
Now, I'm afraid, very afraid.
Friday, June 19, 2009
KILL ME NOW
KILL ME NOW
KILL ME NOW
KILL ME NOW
NEVER HAVE I BEEN LIKE THIS.
KILL ME NOW
KILL ME NOW
KILL ME NOW
NEVER HAVE I BEEN LIKE THIS.
Thanks Alyssha, Naddy, Shaykh, Aisyaa, Altaz, Nicole, Nabil & whoever comforted me which seems to be a failure. Sorry but thank you very colourcolour.
Swollen eyes & lack of sleep. I rather die than knowing your answer, N.
Nurlyana Alyssha Goodbye says:
hello nur amirah yang very cheerful and very fun to be with ((: i miss her !
iRAHH : Shake it off. says:
I miss her too.
Nurlyana Alyssha Goodbye says:
when will she be back ?
iRAHH : Shake it off. says:
soon after that n**** come clean. happy or not, she'll live with it. then, she'll be back yo!
Bestfriend, I'll try to keep my words. I'm trying hard on my part.
Anybody care to stay awake with me?
Swollen eyes & lack of sleep. I rather die than knowing your answer, N.
Nurlyana Alyssha Goodbye says:
hello nur amirah yang very cheerful and very fun to be with ((: i miss her !
iRAHH : Shake it off. says:
I miss her too.
Nurlyana Alyssha Goodbye says:
when will she be back ?
iRAHH : Shake it off. says:
soon after that n**** come clean. happy or not, she'll live with it. then, she'll be back yo!
Bestfriend, I'll try to keep my words. I'm trying hard on my part.
Anybody care to stay awake with me?
just so you know, I haven't stop crying since you came back.
Eversince you said those things. Yes, iRAH! JGN MENGHARAPKAN SNGT!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
So I met bestfriend earlier on. Suppose to be like a sad relief moment with her ( ? ) but to no avail I'm still sad. Not that bestfriend did not do her part or whatsoever, I'm just too stubborn.
Left together with my brother and got some cash! So bestfriend need not treat me to late lunch! Was telling bestfriend how late she'll be and stuff and oh guess what? I'm the late one today. Jeng jeng jeng mampos I kene marah. Kene-ed. Had late lunch cum dinner for me. Bought a meal but only managed to eat the fries. Didn't finish it either. Was day dreaming throughout.
MY PHONE JUST RANG AND IT'S NOT HIM.
Kay, I'm sidetracking. Bleargh.
Flu came at the wrong time. It's even harder to breathe when I'm crying with this flu! Taik colourcolour betul. Tssssssk.
We'll see how long you're taking to think prettyboy
:( Goodnight
Left together with my brother and got some cash! So bestfriend need not treat me to late lunch! Was telling bestfriend how late she'll be and stuff and oh guess what? I'm the late one today. Jeng jeng jeng mampos I kene marah. Kene-ed. Had late lunch cum dinner for me. Bought a meal but only managed to eat the fries. Didn't finish it either. Was day dreaming throughout.
MY PHONE JUST RANG AND IT'S NOT HIM.
Kay, I'm sidetracking. Bleargh.
Flu came at the wrong time. It's even harder to breathe when I'm crying with this flu! Taik colourcolour betul. Tssssssk.
We'll see how long you're taking to think prettyboy
:( Goodnight
Naddy dearest, remember December? How he left for the trip and come back all different? Remember how he was the one who gave hope at first then crushed me? Remember how devastated I became after that? Remember how mad you were with him? Remember THAT ONE PROMISE, which makes everything harder? Remember that history? Remember Silas?
Yes Naddy, it's happening to me. Again.
Help me :'(
Yesterday night was.....
Off to meet best friend now.
goodbye.
Yes Naddy, it's happening to me. Again.
Help me :'(
Yesterday night was.....
Off to meet best friend now.
goodbye.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
1:Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- forehead
2:How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Very tired. I slept at two and woke up at 7am!
3:Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- Alyssha!
4:Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- Pretty much.
5:Would you ever donate blood?
- See the situation.
6:Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yes.
7:Do you want someone dead?
- YEAH DUH? JUST ONE PERSON. ONE.
8:What does your last text message say?
- " Hey sepetkush iam off already hor.. Will miss u =) "
9:What are you thinking of right now?
- Why isn't he home yet?
10:Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Oh yeah I guess..
11:What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 2 in the morning.
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Where did they get this class tee eh?
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- Yes. of course.
14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Khalis.
15: 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. Nurlyana Alyssha
2. Syafiqah Luthfiah
3. Khalis
4. Eeza
5. Fazlina
6. Jummy. ( can hor? )
7. Nana bestfriend!
8. Atyqa gf!
9. Aisyaa
10. Dewi
16: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- Me, just me hehehehehe
17: Is 3 a male or a female?
- male
18: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?-
- CHOI. cannot. nana and dewi? rosak man. hahahaa.
19: What is Number 1 studying about?
- How to buy faces ( inside joke )
20: Is Number 4 single?
- Are you, pretty eeza? hoho
21: Say something about Number 2?
- SEND ME BIG BANG SONGS LAH WALAO.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?-
- I'll give them my blessings.
23: Describe Number 9.
- Friendly because hor, she give me sweet wor.
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- laugh?
25: Do you like Number 8?
- Yes. always have, always will my gf! lol
Art was the best today. I laughed alot, chatted alot, made friends alot and of course, did alot of work alot. hahahahahaha. Had fun singing to muse, Arctic and many more with Hassan or Hasan lor. Waxed alot and my butt hurts. But funn! hahaha.
Fun times with Alyssha on the bus to causeway for lunch. I'll let her talk about this.
AND MY PHONE AIN'T RINGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAHBYE.
- forehead
2:How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Very tired. I slept at two and woke up at 7am!
3:Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- Alyssha!
4:Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- Pretty much.
5:Would you ever donate blood?
- See the situation.
6:Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Yes.
7:Do you want someone dead?
- YEAH DUH? JUST ONE PERSON. ONE.
8:What does your last text message say?
- " Hey sepetkush iam off already hor.. Will miss u =) "
9:What are you thinking of right now?
- Why isn't he home yet?
10:Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Oh yeah I guess..
11:What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 2 in the morning.
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Where did they get this class tee eh?
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- Yes. of course.
14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Khalis.
15: 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. Nurlyana Alyssha
2. Syafiqah Luthfiah
3. Khalis
4. Eeza
5. Fazlina
6. Jummy. ( can hor? )
7. Nana bestfriend!
8. Atyqa gf!
9. Aisyaa
10. Dewi
16: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- Me, just me hehehehehe
17: Is 3 a male or a female?
- male
18: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?-
- CHOI. cannot. nana and dewi? rosak man. hahahaa.
19: What is Number 1 studying about?
- How to buy faces ( inside joke )
20: Is Number 4 single?
- Are you, pretty eeza? hoho
21: Say something about Number 2?
- SEND ME BIG BANG SONGS LAH WALAO.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?-
- I'll give them my blessings.
23: Describe Number 9.
- Friendly because hor, she give me sweet wor.
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- laugh?
25: Do you like Number 8?
- Yes. always have, always will my gf! lol
Art was the best today. I laughed alot, chatted alot, made friends alot and of course, did alot of work alot. hahahahahaha. Had fun singing to muse, Arctic and many more with Hassan or Hasan lor. Waxed alot and my butt hurts. But funn! hahaha.
Fun times with Alyssha on the bus to causeway for lunch. I'll let her talk about this.
AND MY PHONE AIN'T RINGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAHBYE.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Hello.
The main purpose of this entry is to announce that I might not be updating this page that much real soon. Now, I'll update more at amyraee because things should be in amyraee, the things I need to say out. Sorry to those who're interested to read but you're not invited. Not that I don't like you or whatsoever bull shits that is. I just need a place to let it all out, like a diary. But I'm just too lazy to write it all down. So far, Bbys and bontots are invited.
I love art class today. But sorry to Umar whose handphone went missing. FINISHED WAXING. Saw friends art work and wow, they're fast and GOOD. wow, I can kiss A1 GOODBYE ALREADY. HEART PAIN MANYMANY.
Did colouring and my arms and hands had inks all over. But fun, I like colouring part. Getting the hang of tone-ing. lols.
okay, bye tomorrow art must come earlyearly! I want to get the chair with wheels. I want to do my work at my 'workstation'. I want to sit there! I kiasu mah. Singaporean.
YAY BAYSOK YOU BALEK!
The main purpose of this entry is to announce that I might not be updating this page that much real soon. Now, I'll update more at amyraee because things should be in amyraee, the things I need to say out. Sorry to those who're interested to read but you're not invited. Not that I don't like you or whatsoever bull shits that is. I just need a place to let it all out, like a diary. But I'm just too lazy to write it all down. So far, Bbys and bontots are invited.
I love art class today. But sorry to Umar whose handphone went missing. FINISHED WAXING. Saw friends art work and wow, they're fast and GOOD. wow, I can kiss A1 GOODBYE ALREADY. HEART PAIN MANYMANY.
Did colouring and my arms and hands had inks all over. But fun, I like colouring part. Getting the hang of tone-ing. lols.
okay, bye tomorrow art must come earlyearly! I want to get the chair with wheels. I want to do my work at my 'workstation'. I want to sit there! I kiasu mah. Singaporean.
YAY BAYSOK YOU BALEK!
Day 2 starts... now!
And you're coming back tomorrow!
It's weird that I'm having this feeling whereby I feel that you didn't.. didn't..
Oh nevermind.
I'm wide awake right now chatting with the bontots. Naddy & Shaykh. Guys, I'm not mad alright. Oh geez what am I talking about? memang lah aku tak giler. I meant, I'm not angry at all. It just pretty sad that you guys were great without it & now, you're back with it. Remember, it kills, okay? Right, I love you guys!
I really hope daddy top up my card by Wednesday. Oh pretty please.
Might be going to school tomorrow, for art. Might. Alyssha and I suddenly became sucha lazy ass. I know, we used to be the semangat nak mampos nyer budak gi art but now, hohoho.
okay this entry seems lame. Goodbye.
IMY, DO YOU?
And you're coming back tomorrow!
It's weird that I'm having this feeling whereby I feel that you didn't.. didn't..
Oh nevermind.
I'm wide awake right now chatting with the bontots. Naddy & Shaykh. Guys, I'm not mad alright. Oh geez what am I talking about? memang lah aku tak giler. I meant, I'm not angry at all. It just pretty sad that you guys were great without it & now, you're back with it. Remember, it kills, okay? Right, I love you guys!
I really hope daddy top up my card by Wednesday. Oh pretty please.
Might be going to school tomorrow, for art. Might. Alyssha and I suddenly became sucha lazy ass. I know, we used to be the semangat nak mampos nyer budak gi art but now, hohoho.
okay this entry seems lame. Goodbye.
IMY, DO YOU?
Monday, June 15, 2009
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
So I was bored. It was like a day without contacting the boyfriend like that. I mean, it's been days this went on. I can't believe this but I'm already getting the hang of it.
Had fun webcaming with Naser. I mean I can only see him lah. Funny guy (:
Not so eager about tomorrow but I'm sure I'll enjoy tomorrow when tomorrow..comes.
hahaha.
Hungry.
I'm feeling very weird right now.
And i don't know why. It's coming.. I can't face you.
Had fun webcaming with Naser. I mean I can only see him lah. Funny guy (:
Not so eager about tomorrow but I'm sure I'll enjoy tomorrow when tomorrow..comes.
hahaha.
Hungry.
I'm feeling very weird right now.
And i don't know why. It's coming.. I can't face you.
Friday, June 12, 2009
HELLO PRETTY BABIES.
I'm pretty bored right now because no fun people at home now. Baby Apin is sleeping next to me and there's nothing much I can do so I just look at him sleep. Both BBYS not online ( maner korang nie!? ), khalis's having band. & all those crazy kicking ass people are not online!
Brother just gave me some cash! Hip hip hooray lah. So I'll be out real soon to get some necessities. Which includes more bubble tea! hoho.
& I'll enjoy tomorrow! Hopefully.
I'm pretty bored right now because no fun people at home now. Baby Apin is sleeping next to me and there's nothing much I can do so I just look at him sleep. Both BBYS not online ( maner korang nie!? ), khalis's having band. & all those crazy kicking ass people are not online!
Brother just gave me some cash! Hip hip hooray lah. So I'll be out real soon to get some necessities. Which includes more bubble tea! hoho.
& I'll enjoy tomorrow! Hopefully.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
It's heaty. And I can't stand it. Ulcers after ulcers, it hurts alot. Now sore throat since I woke up this morning. Flu since yesterday. I guess that medicine has no effect already ( diee ). The headache gotten worst this afternoon. Nose bled for the first time while walking home alone.
What is happening to me. I'm scared. And I don't wish to go to the doctor tomorrow morning mama. I just don't want to. Sorry. I'll be fine.
Visited band for a little while just now and they went for water break. Sat in the conference room with Dewi and little Jefri came back crying. Was told that he fell flat on the toilet floor and hit his back part of the head. Oh man, seeing him cry breaks my heart. Hard time getting him to sit and talk. Managed to talk to the brother and Little Jeffy wanted to go home. We sent him to the bus stop, just to make sure he's safe. Take care junior! (:
Went back to art room and went off for lunch. Decided to go home after lunch because wasn't feeling that well. Had lunch with Alyssha who had to baby sit her cousin. She went home too. Had ice cream! Which is so sick cause I'm sick -.- Walked home and was bleeding. Okaaaay. People in the bus was staring right at me because I was having troubles tilting my head upwards and finding the button for green light. HAIYA.
So I missed art and couldn't finish waxing today. I failed today. Just don't get it why I'm sick.
goodnight.
Either it's all true or it's all lies. You decide.
What is happening to me. I'm scared. And I don't wish to go to the doctor tomorrow morning mama. I just don't want to. Sorry. I'll be fine.
Visited band for a little while just now and they went for water break. Sat in the conference room with Dewi and little Jefri came back crying. Was told that he fell flat on the toilet floor and hit his back part of the head. Oh man, seeing him cry breaks my heart. Hard time getting him to sit and talk. Managed to talk to the brother and Little Jeffy wanted to go home. We sent him to the bus stop, just to make sure he's safe. Take care junior! (:
Went back to art room and went off for lunch. Decided to go home after lunch because wasn't feeling that well. Had lunch with Alyssha who had to baby sit her cousin. She went home too. Had ice cream! Which is so sick cause I'm sick -.- Walked home and was bleeding. Okaaaay. People in the bus was staring right at me because I was having troubles tilting my head upwards and finding the button for green light. HAIYA.
So I missed art and couldn't finish waxing today. I failed today. Just don't get it why I'm sick.
goodnight.
Either it's all true or it's all lies. You decide.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Mama, you're not helping a single bit.
I'm all worn out and you're making it worse.
nevermind, i love you ma.
:'(
I'm all worn out and you're making it worse.
nevermind, i love you ma.
:'(
the big mouth moron.
I'm falling sick. Down with flu right now and it's only gonna worsen everything. If this flu prolong, it will slow down everything especially my art. How bad is it? My head spins every time I sneeze. Tsk.
I know. I know I've been talking about nothing else except for how I've done so far for art and those related stuff. I know. It's just that I'm worried that I won't be able to finish up the final art piece. Seriously, some of my friends are at the final of the final lap and I'm still there, doing this and that. I've worked real hard, sacrificing alot and my work is half done. What about them? How much of hard work they put in? It's just amazing and envious.
Decided to skipped Chemistry. So I was woken up by my little cousin at around 9 am. Settled some matters and went off to meet Alyssha around noon for lunch. Went to school and felt so annoyed by those people who said, ' wah, so early come ah? ' or ' you two think what, your father's school is it? '
Listen up ya'll, I don't care if you people with ultra big and irritating mouth wants to say all these things because that's just gonna waste your own breath. Today isn't scheduled for 4N2. So it's good that you big mouth-ed people came as early as 8 am to do up your art. And also, there's nothing wrong for us to come after lunch because as I've mentioned, today isn't scheduled for our class. Even the teachers said nothing. So just keep your mouth shut and go on with your work.
I hate 'intelligent' people. They think that they are so fast and furious ( lol -.- ) with their art, they're so god damn good that we all will lose to them. The mindset isn't right people. Change it before my words hit your face and penetrates right into your brain. Sorry but I just get so agitated by these classmates.
So I got a scolding by Mdm Tan. Just a stern one. Go to hell with it because at the end of the day, I'll improve and actually, she said my art is good, so far. Amin many many you know. Tomorrow have to wax the whole thing. Enjoy iRAH.
Have I mentioned that two of the 'intelligent' people whom I shared the wax with actually raised the bowl which had spilled wax burning below it resulting smoke and the smell which I can't stand at all, TWICE. They both know how sick I can get by inhaling it yet they still irritate me by doing it. Walked off.
I just hope and pray really hard that they will finish up their work and do their final boasting and all those irritating stuff and leave me alone. Seriously, sick of them.
8 TO 5 AGAIN TOMORROW. OMG LAH.
GOOD DAY FELLAS.
I know. I know I've been talking about nothing else except for how I've done so far for art and those related stuff. I know. It's just that I'm worried that I won't be able to finish up the final art piece. Seriously, some of my friends are at the final of the final lap and I'm still there, doing this and that. I've worked real hard, sacrificing alot and my work is half done. What about them? How much of hard work they put in? It's just amazing and envious.
Decided to skipped Chemistry. So I was woken up by my little cousin at around 9 am. Settled some matters and went off to meet Alyssha around noon for lunch. Went to school and felt so annoyed by those people who said, ' wah, so early come ah? ' or ' you two think what, your father's school is it? '
Listen up ya'll, I don't care if you people with ultra big and irritating mouth wants to say all these things because that's just gonna waste your own breath. Today isn't scheduled for 4N2. So it's good that you big mouth-ed people came as early as 8 am to do up your art. And also, there's nothing wrong for us to come after lunch because as I've mentioned, today isn't scheduled for our class. Even the teachers said nothing. So just keep your mouth shut and go on with your work.
I hate 'intelligent' people. They think that they are so fast and furious ( lol -.- ) with their art, they're so god damn good that we all will lose to them. The mindset isn't right people. Change it before my words hit your face and penetrates right into your brain. Sorry but I just get so agitated by these classmates.
So I got a scolding by Mdm Tan. Just a stern one. Go to hell with it because at the end of the day, I'll improve and actually, she said my art is good, so far. Amin many many you know. Tomorrow have to wax the whole thing. Enjoy iRAH.
Have I mentioned that two of the 'intelligent' people whom I shared the wax with actually raised the bowl which had spilled wax burning below it resulting smoke and the smell which I can't stand at all, TWICE. They both know how sick I can get by inhaling it yet they still irritate me by doing it. Walked off.
I just hope and pray really hard that they will finish up their work and do their final boasting and all those irritating stuff and leave me alone. Seriously, sick of them.
8 TO 5 AGAIN TOMORROW. OMG LAH.
GOOD DAY FELLAS.
BATIK KAU.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Today's Tuesday. It felt as though I've went to school for 4 days before today. It seems like today suck more than any other days. I know it's cliche but seriously, I've never felt so tired. I don't know what's happening to my body, I just can't get too tired. Recently. Why? I don't know.
So I was late. 20 minutes. Great achievement you know you know. Bumped into Brenda and walked to school with her. We were told that if we're late, we'll be doing our art outside the class as a punishment. So okay, we panicked a little. I recite some prayers before walking into class. No female teachers -.- Buat penat aku je datang siang siang. Cheat my feelings only. So I had my breakfast in Art Studio and then start on my work.
At around 10am, I walked into the other room and saw Fiah and Wardah sleeping. I was feeling sleepy and needed some rest because my head was spinning due to the excessive smell of the wax. I slept next to Fiah. Was really in deep sleep to the extent that I wasn't aware of what's happening around me. Woke up close to noon. Just on time for lunch (: Maybe I should put on a mask next time, Miss Lai said. HOHO. Left the room and went over to the Library to find Alyssha. LUNCHED, mac Donald's.
Back to school and waxed my snail and Mdm Tan came. Wow, just on time. Did quite alot after lunch. My leg aches, my back aches, head spins. Couldn't concentrate. But I kept on going because I know I want to finish the final work and then have plenty of time firstly away from the smelly wax and second, to work on my preps. Ohmy, troublesome. Batik ah nie -.-
On the lighter note, it feels good to know that I'm almost there. At least I've completed this and that and I know, I have not wasted my time coming to school. Although I slept close to 2 hours just now. HEH HEHE.
Went home straight after class. Aching all over, serious shit. How wonderful if I were to have a full day break tomorrow, away from woodgrove but no. Will be having Chemistry lesson with Miss Ong from 8.30 to 10.30 am. THEN, will be doing art. Ohmy Ohmy. I'm pushing myself beyond my limits already. I realised that I am chionging.
Imagine if I need to return to school on the third week, extra lesson for those who have not completed the work... *breaking down.
I need some support cause I'm not getting any so far :(
Sunday morning <3
and I had fun yesterday.
So I was late. 20 minutes. Great achievement you know you know. Bumped into Brenda and walked to school with her. We were told that if we're late, we'll be doing our art outside the class as a punishment. So okay, we panicked a little. I recite some prayers before walking into class. No female teachers -.- Buat penat aku je datang siang siang. Cheat my feelings only. So I had my breakfast in Art Studio and then start on my work.
At around 10am, I walked into the other room and saw Fiah and Wardah sleeping. I was feeling sleepy and needed some rest because my head was spinning due to the excessive smell of the wax. I slept next to Fiah. Was really in deep sleep to the extent that I wasn't aware of what's happening around me. Woke up close to noon. Just on time for lunch (: Maybe I should put on a mask next time, Miss Lai said. HOHO. Left the room and went over to the Library to find Alyssha. LUNCHED, mac Donald's.
Back to school and waxed my snail and Mdm Tan came. Wow, just on time. Did quite alot after lunch. My leg aches, my back aches, head spins. Couldn't concentrate. But I kept on going because I know I want to finish the final work and then have plenty of time firstly away from the smelly wax and second, to work on my preps. Ohmy, troublesome. Batik ah nie -.-
On the lighter note, it feels good to know that I'm almost there. At least I've completed this and that and I know, I have not wasted my time coming to school. Although I slept close to 2 hours just now. HEH HEHE.
Went home straight after class. Aching all over, serious shit. How wonderful if I were to have a full day break tomorrow, away from woodgrove but no. Will be having Chemistry lesson with Miss Ong from 8.30 to 10.30 am. THEN, will be doing art. Ohmy Ohmy. I'm pushing myself beyond my limits already. I realised that I am chionging.
Imagine if I need to return to school on the third week, extra lesson for those who have not completed the work... *breaking down.
I need some support cause I'm not getting any so far :(
Sunday morning <3
and I had fun yesterday.
Best Teman
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Oh my, I love youtube!
So I youtube hopped and long time ago, I found this guy whose name is Isa. A really great singer & guitarist who tried out Anugerah and managed to get through the auditions. Sadly, I don't see him as one of the Top 20. Good music. Personally like Best Teman.
Do listen. Just type on Best Teman. Well I melted and it's like the billionth time I'm playing this song. Very creative, very lively. Enjoy melting ladies (: Khalis, you're the the best thing in the world okay. I'm still your birah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Anyway, I slept at around 3am just after mother lectured me. Asking me who was on the phone. I wasn't on the phone till 3 am mama. Get your facts right, please.
Woke up around 10am and went online. Chatted with nadiah and she too had no plans. My pocket's having a fever so we shall not go out. She's coming over later this afternoon. Finally. Parents went to Kampung and did not leave a single cent for me & there's no sufficient food. I am very pissed off right now. Serious shit, how could they?
It's raining cats & dogs right now. My room is freezing cold, I like it. Yeah, it's afternoon already and I have yet shower. hehehehehehehe. It's cold okaay! I'm bored here, I'm bored I'm bored. Nadiah, come faster.
Tomorrow's Monday (:
So I youtube hopped and long time ago, I found this guy whose name is Isa. A really great singer & guitarist who tried out Anugerah and managed to get through the auditions. Sadly, I don't see him as one of the Top 20. Good music. Personally like Best Teman.
Do listen. Just type on Best Teman. Well I melted and it's like the billionth time I'm playing this song. Very creative, very lively. Enjoy melting ladies (: Khalis, you're the the best thing in the world okay. I'm still your birah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Anyway, I slept at around 3am just after mother lectured me. Asking me who was on the phone. I wasn't on the phone till 3 am mama. Get your facts right, please.
Woke up around 10am and went online. Chatted with nadiah and she too had no plans. My pocket's having a fever so we shall not go out. She's coming over later this afternoon. Finally. Parents went to Kampung and did not leave a single cent for me & there's no sufficient food. I am very pissed off right now. Serious shit, how could they?
It's raining cats & dogs right now. My room is freezing cold, I like it. Yeah, it's afternoon already and I have yet shower. hehehehehehehe. It's cold okaay! I'm bored here, I'm bored I'm bored. Nadiah, come faster.
Tomorrow's Monday (:
Just one more before I put myself to sleep. The room is icy cold and guess what am I wearing? No not those middle-east kind of thing. Skimpy clothing, which is the best to wear to sleep! I'm freezing cold right now. Nak huggg.
And my ulcer hurts alot. My lips is so dry that it hurts to make it wet. I dare not make it wet. It hurts it hurts it hurts.
Most unglam seating position I am on right now. I'm squatting right now.
I tried out this quiz thingy on facebook on guessing which is a Korean, Japanese and Chinese. I confidently click on the quiz and start doing and I realised, I've got no idea which is which cause seriously, they all look the same! Oh man, call myself someone who watch Korean dramas, sing Korean songs. Call myself who understands Chinese, look like one ( Peoples' opinion ) & who is able to sing Chinese songs but still can't differentiate. Ashamed. Drama siol.
Bi's already went to his lalaland hours ago. I'm bored & I'm tired. What the hell am I doing here? Okay it's because I'm having fun chatting on MSN with my friends ( more fun if bi's online ). Ah, I'm turning in reaaaaaaal soon.
Sister's coming back from her Redang trip tomorrow. Wondering what she got me this time. Parents might be going kampung later and I'm dead if I'm still awake. Oh man, I don't wanna follow.
Shall go lie down now.
GOODNIGHT.
And my ulcer hurts alot. My lips is so dry that it hurts to make it wet. I dare not make it wet. It hurts it hurts it hurts.
Most unglam seating position I am on right now. I'm squatting right now.
I tried out this quiz thingy on facebook on guessing which is a Korean, Japanese and Chinese. I confidently click on the quiz and start doing and I realised, I've got no idea which is which cause seriously, they all look the same! Oh man, call myself someone who watch Korean dramas, sing Korean songs. Call myself who understands Chinese, look like one ( Peoples' opinion ) & who is able to sing Chinese songs but still can't differentiate. Ashamed. Drama siol.
Bi's already went to his lalaland hours ago. I'm bored & I'm tired. What the hell am I doing here? Okay it's because I'm having fun chatting on MSN with my friends ( more fun if bi's online ). Ah, I'm turning in reaaaaaaal soon.
Sister's coming back from her Redang trip tomorrow. Wondering what she got me this time. Parents might be going kampung later and I'm dead if I'm still awake. Oh man, I don't wanna follow.
Shall go lie down now.
GOODNIGHT.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Hello Saturday.
Yes, I stayed in today. I think mom was surprised to know that I was still in bed when she got home at around 12 noon. Yes mom, I'm staying home today. Please let me out next week :) Bismillah.
So I woke up close to 1 pm today. My cousin left soon after I woke up. Then I went online and chatted with bi, Alyssha & Darian. Happy people! haha. Alyssha then came over to my place to get her storybook she left inside my bag yesterday. Slacked here for awhile, had lunch with her and she went home while I stay inside my room.
Combined humanities class on Monday. My ohh my.
Art Programme on Tuesday.
Plans with nad on wed! (:
Yes, I stayed in today. I think mom was surprised to know that I was still in bed when she got home at around 12 noon. Yes mom, I'm staying home today. Please let me out next week :) Bismillah.
So I woke up close to 1 pm today. My cousin left soon after I woke up. Then I went online and chatted with bi, Alyssha & Darian. Happy people! haha. Alyssha then came over to my place to get her storybook she left inside my bag yesterday. Slacked here for awhile, had lunch with her and she went home while I stay inside my room.
Combined humanities class on Monday. My ohh my.
Art Programme on Tuesday.
Plans with nad on wed! (:
my 14 may.
Mater maner ? chey irah ckp org..
I don't know if you mind or not. Teehees, don't be mad. I'm bored here, right now. You're already asleep. I feel like an ass for not letting you off for bed when you have your debate camp tomorrow. Bitch sia iRAHH. Though you feel bad for not accompanying. Anyway thanks for scaring me by saying that a head will pop up when I wanna get my food in the kitchen, alone later. Now I'm starving.
I'm looking forward to Monday, next Saturday and next Sunday! Sunday has to be greaat, although I might need to stay indoors. Sorry dearest *
I'm
HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
SLEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
LONELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
& yeah, missing you badly.
GOODNIGHT.
Friday, June 05, 2009
IT HURTS TO READ YOUR BLOG.
IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS.
You won.
IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS.
You won.
Life is wonderful. Isn't it?
Hello Earthlings, how are you?
Malam semalam, aku tak dapat jawapan.. * FIAAAAAAAAH *
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. The most funniest thing.
That time, we read through Fiah's little old diary which has everything inside. Most of it was the list of names of her Crushes, Admirers and so on. You know, kids. Then there was some malay translation to the song, Last Night by Diddy, I think. I guess she was real bored.
Anyway, managed to sleep at around 1-ish and woke up close to 8am and got ready for Art class. Maaan I was so tired. Wanted to give myself a break but nah, I rather go school than sitting at home. Okay so I met Alyssha a little late. Head to school and got started with our work immediately. More to slacking because Mdm Tan wasn't around for long to help.
The hot wax splashed on my hand more than twice and it hurts like mother F, seriously. But it's fun doing this part of the whole coursework, working on the final lap. Hoping to finish this up real soon and will have ample of time to work on my prep boards. Yeah, working backwards. It's nothing wrong with that, no worries (:
So we left school and headed home. It was a long day and we're all tired.
Cousin sleeping over just because he wants to play the computer games. But mom asked him to stop since he use it for long hours so yeah, I'm sure his bored and definitely will come up to me soon wanting to use the PC. NONO, go sleep sudah ah kau. Kaciau only.
I'm taking a day off tomorrow. No coursework, no waking up early. Nothing. Bi will be busy with the debate camp and I shall make myself busy at home. Movie Marathon. Either with the computer or I'll watch FRIENDS, again. I like, looking forward! Oh and I think I'll wake up late tomorrow. Povarrr ( power )
Should I watch movie online tonight?
Malam semalam, aku tak dapat jawapan.. * FIAAAAAAAAH *
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. The most funniest thing.
That time, we read through Fiah's little old diary which has everything inside. Most of it was the list of names of her Crushes, Admirers and so on. You know, kids. Then there was some malay translation to the song, Last Night by Diddy, I think. I guess she was real bored.
Anyway, managed to sleep at around 1-ish and woke up close to 8am and got ready for Art class. Maaan I was so tired. Wanted to give myself a break but nah, I rather go school than sitting at home. Okay so I met Alyssha a little late. Head to school and got started with our work immediately. More to slacking because Mdm Tan wasn't around for long to help.
The hot wax splashed on my hand more than twice and it hurts like mother F, seriously. But it's fun doing this part of the whole coursework, working on the final lap. Hoping to finish this up real soon and will have ample of time to work on my prep boards. Yeah, working backwards. It's nothing wrong with that, no worries (:
So we left school and headed home. It was a long day and we're all tired.
Cousin sleeping over just because he wants to play the computer games. But mom asked him to stop since he use it for long hours so yeah, I'm sure his bored and definitely will come up to me soon wanting to use the PC. NONO, go sleep sudah ah kau. Kaciau only.
I'm taking a day off tomorrow. No coursework, no waking up early. Nothing. Bi will be busy with the debate camp and I shall make myself busy at home. Movie Marathon. Either with the computer or I'll watch FRIENDS, again. I like, looking forward! Oh and I think I'll wake up late tomorrow. Povarrr ( power )
Should I watch movie online tonight?
Trust.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
I didn't thought I would see you. I thought I will never get to see you. After all those shits I've faced, thanks to you, I didn't know I could be so delighted to bumped into you. And dearest was with me. What is this ?
What is this feeling?
Why am I questioning myself about this?
December hurt the most, and everything appeared before my eyes when I saw you.
It's creepy, exciting, scary, shocking and all.
Oh I don't know.
You know, I've been going for art straight since Tuesday. I'm telling you, I'm extremely tired and it's only the first week. I know some of the days isn't schedule for art mama, but you've got to understand that I'm rushing for time. Time isn't on my side as always. I need to finish my work and have a month to clear my prep boards before submission date. I'm working hard now mama. I've shown my layout that time, that's a piece of work that takes up days to complete. And that's one of the easiest. Today, I worked real hard so that tomorrow, I can start on my real final work already, N level final work. Do you have any idea how exhausted I am? And how delighted I am to know I'm finishing this real soon. The perseverance and stuff.
The feeling was awesome when I stepped out of Art Studio just now.
Mama, I'm working towards an A1 for my N level Art and how am I gonna achieve that when you don't believe in me. Don't question why there's a lot of classes and why art is from morning to afternoon because it's fixed by the teachers and yes, I need that whole lot of time for art. I know my mid year results suck mom, that's why I'm trying my best now. Even my art teachers are happy looking Alyssha and I for being on track and working hard. See, I even started on my holiday homework. I just need you to trust. Mama, I'm turning 16. please. It hurts me when you shout every time I talked about going to school for art and stuff. *cry.
This is what happen when I lost mom's trust back then when I was secondary two. Fuck smoking ! Serious shit.
A long day tomorrow. Will start waxing my batik when I'm done with the last section of the tracing. wow.
What is this feeling?
Why am I questioning myself about this?
December hurt the most, and everything appeared before my eyes when I saw you.
It's creepy, exciting, scary, shocking and all.
Oh I don't know.
You know, I've been going for art straight since Tuesday. I'm telling you, I'm extremely tired and it's only the first week. I know some of the days isn't schedule for art mama, but you've got to understand that I'm rushing for time. Time isn't on my side as always. I need to finish my work and have a month to clear my prep boards before submission date. I'm working hard now mama. I've shown my layout that time, that's a piece of work that takes up days to complete. And that's one of the easiest. Today, I worked real hard so that tomorrow, I can start on my real final work already, N level final work. Do you have any idea how exhausted I am? And how delighted I am to know I'm finishing this real soon. The perseverance and stuff.
The feeling was awesome when I stepped out of Art Studio just now.
Mama, I'm working towards an A1 for my N level Art and how am I gonna achieve that when you don't believe in me. Don't question why there's a lot of classes and why art is from morning to afternoon because it's fixed by the teachers and yes, I need that whole lot of time for art. I know my mid year results suck mom, that's why I'm trying my best now. Even my art teachers are happy looking Alyssha and I for being on track and working hard. See, I even started on my holiday homework. I just need you to trust. Mama, I'm turning 16. please. It hurts me when you shout every time I talked about going to school for art and stuff. *cry.
This is what happen when I lost mom's trust back then when I was secondary two. Fuck smoking ! Serious shit.
A long day tomorrow. Will start waxing my batik when I'm done with the last section of the tracing. wow.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Evening earthlings.
ART BOOSTER PROGRAMME today was draggy, I'm telling you. Firstly, Miss Lai wasn't around. That is why I've nothing interesting to do ( batik, i meant ). So, I occupied myself by going to the toilet often, walking around the whole art studio, looking at the O level's student who already started with their waxing. Some of my classmates already started too. Jealous.
If only Miss Lai were around. That way, I'll get my layout approved, inshallah & can start with my work. Lunch over the Banquet and was half hour late. Sorry.
Got started with my newly discovered method, dots. I practiced a little bit and moved on to the main flower. Sat and do my work diligently. After 2 hours plus of full concentration, ( really, since no sms received ) I was left with one petal WHICH I REALISED I PLACED IT WRONGLY. So what now? NEED TO REDO LA. * INSERT VULGARITIES *
Gave up. Half hour to dismissal. Spent it by talking to Mr Isham, more toilet and text messaging. Left school and home sweet home straight. It's a tiring day. I can't take anymore Art booster programmes! And ya, I need to come tomorrow to get approval for the batik -.-
BUANG MASE ORANG SIA NI SEKOLAH. WADUH.
Mr Ulcer's a great pain. Please heal fast baby. I need to eat delicious food. I need wet lips, not swallon-looking ones. I wanna wake up in the morning not wanting to worry about any pain! tolong manyak-manyak.
Congrats to The Sallys for being nominated for Artist Baru Terbaik ( Best new Artist ) on Anugerah Planet Muzik, along with Aliff Aziz, Sleeq and so on. Do vote for my brother's band. A band with great music. Vote hor! Jgn tak vote oi.
12 more days?
ART BOOSTER PROGRAMME today was draggy, I'm telling you. Firstly, Miss Lai wasn't around. That is why I've nothing interesting to do ( batik, i meant ). So, I occupied myself by going to the toilet often, walking around the whole art studio, looking at the O level's student who already started with their waxing. Some of my classmates already started too. Jealous.
If only Miss Lai were around. That way, I'll get my layout approved, inshallah & can start with my work. Lunch over the Banquet and was half hour late. Sorry.
Got started with my newly discovered method, dots. I practiced a little bit and moved on to the main flower. Sat and do my work diligently. After 2 hours plus of full concentration, ( really, since no sms received ) I was left with one petal WHICH I REALISED I PLACED IT WRONGLY. So what now? NEED TO REDO LA. * INSERT VULGARITIES *
Gave up. Half hour to dismissal. Spent it by talking to Mr Isham, more toilet and text messaging. Left school and home sweet home straight. It's a tiring day. I can't take anymore Art booster programmes! And ya, I need to come tomorrow to get approval for the batik -.-
BUANG MASE ORANG SIA NI SEKOLAH. WADUH.
Mr Ulcer's a great pain. Please heal fast baby. I need to eat delicious food. I need wet lips, not swallon-looking ones. I wanna wake up in the morning not wanting to worry about any pain! tolong manyak-manyak.
Congrats to The Sallys for being nominated for Artist Baru Terbaik ( Best new Artist ) on Anugerah Planet Muzik, along with Aliff Aziz, Sleeq and so on. Do vote for my brother's band. A band with great music. Vote hor! Jgn tak vote oi.
12 more days?
1 JUNE.
Monday, June 01, 2009
Good Morning Seattle!
Okay, what the hell? Alright, pardon me. I need to clear my bladder and freshen up a little bit now. Weirdly, be right back. * 10 minutes later * Awesome, I'm back.
I find it weird the moment I got up just now. It's not even ten and what, I'm awake? And what time I last look at the time before I forced myself to sleep, like at 2am. I think I really took in what Mr Cheng said. Allow yourself to sleep late, around 1 am and enjoy tv or games. ( Games for my case ) And then don't wake up at 12 noon! Wake up around 9 plus. Some study, tv, games and more study should be followed up next.
Wow, I think I've done half of it?
I think it's the weather in my room. Extremely cold as we switched on the Air con and I switched on the fan, just for me. Wow, I know. Besides killing my father for the bills, I ain't saving earth! But I just can't help it, I still need the fan directly at me regardless the Air con is switched on or not. HAH, shut up.
Another reason I woke up early is to wake that boyfriend up.
BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN NOW! HAHA. ily.
Currently allowing the songs in Fiah Bby's blog to play. I realised it's all sad songs, except for Single Ladies & lollipop. Darling, I feel your pain. Well I don't know if you still do feel the pain, but I do. Kay, I'm sounding so drama but really. The songs are just too sad you see. Cheer up sayang (:
Currently addicted to This game in the computer called Mystery P.I. Man, it's so addictive. Mom got hooked up first then my sister. I joined her during some commercials yesterday and guess what? I left Harpers Island and played the game with her. Till 1am, around there.
Classes during the June Holidays starts tomorrow.
I hope I can focus, especially ART. It's gonna be from 8 am to 5pm.
Enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ah abehh.
okok bye.
Okay, what the hell? Alright, pardon me. I need to clear my bladder and freshen up a little bit now. Weirdly, be right back. * 10 minutes later * Awesome, I'm back.
I find it weird the moment I got up just now. It's not even ten and what, I'm awake? And what time I last look at the time before I forced myself to sleep, like at 2am. I think I really took in what Mr Cheng said. Allow yourself to sleep late, around 1 am and enjoy tv or games. ( Games for my case ) And then don't wake up at 12 noon! Wake up around 9 plus. Some study, tv, games and more study should be followed up next.
Wow, I think I've done half of it?
I think it's the weather in my room. Extremely cold as we switched on the Air con and I switched on the fan, just for me. Wow, I know. Besides killing my father for the bills, I ain't saving earth! But I just can't help it, I still need the fan directly at me regardless the Air con is switched on or not. HAH, shut up.
Another reason I woke up early is to wake that boyfriend up.
BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN NOW! HAHA. ily.
Currently allowing the songs in Fiah Bby's blog to play. I realised it's all sad songs, except for Single Ladies & lollipop. Darling, I feel your pain. Well I don't know if you still do feel the pain, but I do. Kay, I'm sounding so drama but really. The songs are just too sad you see. Cheer up sayang (:
Currently addicted to This game in the computer called Mystery P.I. Man, it's so addictive. Mom got hooked up first then my sister. I joined her during some commercials yesterday and guess what? I left Harpers Island and played the game with her. Till 1am, around there.
Classes during the June Holidays starts tomorrow.
I hope I can focus, especially ART. It's gonna be from 8 am to 5pm.
Enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ah abehh.
okok bye.